I like peas

I want to have a site for my world wiki, art, drawings, and songs.
I want to be able to be free here.
I want to succeed! I think.
do I?

if I am to do what I say I am to do, then by god I should get to doing it!
what should I be doing? why is should in my mind?

what do I want?
what do I truely want?